The end.

So end of funeral, and it's the real goodbye to my grandma. Couldn't control my tears when she was sent for cremation, it's like she's really gone forever. 1 week was all it took to take her away from us, from her hospitalization to the day she was gone.

And so, I touched more incense papers and joss sticks than my notes and books haha! Don't know how to die for exams larh. And I really touched by my boyfriend, he was there at the wake whenever he was free, even when all he did there was accompanying me from far while I was in the rituals. It's good to know that he's there for me at this difficult time of my life :). And I'm glad he gets along well with relatives, even I don't talk to some of them but he did. 

"You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me", absolutely true! I'm so dependent on him now that I won't know what to do without him. And in a few hours' time, happy 3rd month to both of us! :) But we will only be seeing each other in 11 days time, because of the damn fieldcamp! #IhateNS :(

And it's exam day 1, and 2 papers down and 2 more to go! Uni exams are really killer, that I gave up on my grades already!

And the funny thing is, suddenly during the exam, i blanked out for 3 minutes and started reflecting on my life. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IT JUST CAME TO MY MIND. I suddenly asked myself, why am I doing here in the exam hall? Why am I sitting for this paper? Why am I doing something I dislike? Why am I so unhappy but yet working so hard for it? Then I remembered, this is Singapore, you can't go far without a degree. So suck thumb and finish the paper, and continue studying for the rest of the 2 and a half years lo! T.T