Its not as though I don't cry, but I don't like to cry in public because I find it 沒有面子 lol.
And I really can't control today my tears burst out and I shouted at my door, then the lift opened and my neighbours gave a O.O face and walked away.
Yes, the reason for crying is because of driving, like wtf right? lol I know.
I always feel so stress when driving my dad's car. Because all that came out of his mouth was criticism and insults. Nothing good.
Instead of saying I am useless and I can't do it, why not try to believe that I can?
Instead of blaming me when I cry and say that I can't take criticism, why not try to think of what you say?
Instead of insulting me, why not say some words to encourage me?
Instead of alighting when I am trying to park the car, why not give me some moral support?
Instead of complaining that I can't learn, why not change your way of teaching that is more similar to the driving school?
I admit, I am not a pro at driving. In fact, my driving license is just 2 weeks old. I only touched the car for 3 times, parked it for 2 times. So can't you give me some time to familiarize the car?
The tester who is certified passed me, your friend (a taxi driver) also passed me, so why can't you do the same?
I officially hate driving. I would rather pay BBDC some money and touch the car once in a while than to keep enduring this.
Btw, my tears are flowing while typing this post so the "lol" is quite emotion-less hahas.
Welcoming Valentine's Day with goldfish eyes.
Bad time to get affected. 2 tests in 2 days time and I have yet to get started.
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