Things to do before 20

Hi, I am on the way to school, and I got this sudden urge to blog, to blog about what I want to achieve before 20 years old!

So what do I want to achieve before I am 20:

- I want to lose weight and slim down to 42kg, because people say your weight will stabilize after 20 years old, so it's harder to lose weight after I am 20. So I need to work hard towards my goal!!!!! And cough, don't try to guess my weight, it's a woman's secret!!!

- I want change and be more feminine -____-. I know I shouldn't be saying this, and I love what I am wearing now, I feel very comfortable in all the shorts, boots, sneakers etc. But apparently, no one seems to appreciate my fashion sense :'(, so I trying to change till I am socially accepted!!! >-< Of course not to the dressy and lacy extent, but just more feminine? :X

 - Okay, you should know this; to get a boyfriend ._. I guess if I become more feminine I can get a boyfriend? :X And no no no, I want to get a boyfriend not because I am desperate or whatsoever, I am actually okay with being alone now, but it's my life plan. I want to get married by 25 and give birth by 28, so if I don't get a boyfriend before 20, I will have less than 5 years to date. And unfortunately if I can't find the right guy, I got less time to date and less time to get together!! And I may not meet my life plan!!! So NO I NEED TO FIND A BOYFRIEND.

 Actually thinking about it, 20 years old is just next year -.-, so I seems a bit too ambitious? Okay, it's the things I want to accomplish by 21 years old! >:D

Anyway, all the pictures are posted randomly, not I emo or what ar hahaha!