Lonely~

On bus 858 again, on the way to changi airport!

Today I am gonna talk about something serious: the feeling of loneliness!

Do you feel lonely when you are with your friends and their boyfriends? At least I do, and man I have too many attached friends that I am ALWAYS a lightbulb, no matter who, when and where.

Do you feel lonely when all your friends are getting attached, or attached single and back to attached again? I have many friends like that too, and all I can do is sit on the shelf waiting for someone to pick me up.

Do you feel lonely when you walk home alone? I do, and scared too :S. I am very scared of ghosts and stuff as you might have know, and I became especially afraid of cockcroaches when I am alone ._..

Do you feel lonely when you find something funny but you got no one to share it with? Yes, and apparently I will tell my mum but she will just give me her poker face ._. So don't judge me if you see me laughing to myself, I am just sharing the joke with myself!!


YES TO ALL ABOVE. You may think I am desperate for love or whatsoever. OKAY I MAY BE DESPERATE LOL, but I think it's the feeling of emptiness in my heart. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW?!?! Like I got no one that is specially there for me!!


Okay, I blogged for so long in the forever cold 858 and I still got 45 minutes to reach my destination :(
Although I said I like long bus ride, THIS IS WAY TOO LONG. Please shorter the distance between my house and changi airport!!!

#foreveralone